just a little update

just a little update about me recently
well, abt the maths test, the results wasnt so bad after all
hehe...i've been worrying too much i guess....

and no more labs for this sem BUT the circuit we ned to design ourself is enuf to kill me
can someone just kill me now?? i feel like dying now
i dun wana face this
i am totally blank when it comes to circuit design
hoping for miracle to happen

once again, the feeling has came back to me
i hate it yet i love it
i feel stupid sometimes, i just dun have the courage to tell anyone
sometimes i feel frustrated thinking abt it
but when i lose it, i feel empty inside
how??
what should i do??
i wish i have someone i can tell to
i feel so dumb now....
i hope to wake up one day forgetting abt all those things
i wana turn back time and stop myself frm getting into this feeling
i wana start all over when i never saw or noe ur existence

k la...this is abt all abt me lately....
pls pray dat miracle will happen to my circuit design and oso me