1 more day!!!

yo yo yo!! after a tiring day today, im finally left with 1 more day of lecture tmr morning. den im off for cny holz!!! damn excited. but tmr have to wake up early for 8am class again.....=__="

nvm la. 2 more hrs nia den can enjoy cny holz d. my classmates plan to ponteng tmr. but if everyone ponteng den nobody will attend class le???

haha!! my neck hurts. i cant stand long hrs of lecture having to tilt my head up to look at the screen. haiz...the pain just wont go away!! maybe i will recover after this cny holz. hopefully......

haiz...im feeling something stopping me from being happy but i dono what is it....siao!!!!!

anyway, get the CNY mood goin yo!!!

CNY!!!

LOL!! no no. not CNY yet. haha! cny is just around the corner and i just cant wait!! maybe abt 8 more days i guess?? sorry. i dono how to count days eh...=__="

yoh....the weather is getting extremely hot out there. making me damn lazy to get to college but while im at home im just too lazy to study either. hehe!!

today, should i consider myself lucky? coz i discovered a new thing again. hmmmm....maybe....ahhh!!! whatever!!!!!

cny faster come. i wana meet up wit all my dearest frens!! i wana wear my new clothes!! i wana wear my new shoes!!! i wana eat cny cookies!!! (ooppss...actually, im in the process of eating d...haha!!)

k la. stop here. gonna take a nap b4 goin to college later coz its gonna be another boring lecture again...... ZZzZZZzzzzzzZZZ..................

if only.....

if only u could understand what i was trying to do...
if only u could see why i was angry...
if only u could see thru me...

if only...words to create a lot of posibilities dat can only make u feel better but it cant change what had happened.

if only i could stop thinking abt u.....

this is what makes me frustrated when i think abt it. im trying hard to forget but it seems harder when u keep pushing urself to forget it. i keep telling myself i have no time to think abt this, i gotta get my mind straight and do something useful but i just cant. when can i really erase u frm my mind?

neck pain!!!!!!

new hair!!! yay!! i finally decided to cut my fringe again. coz its hard to manage. yoo!! i look like a mangkuk now. hehe!

tmr morning's class cancelled coz lecturer on mc. but stil have to go for 2pm eh class. swt.........

haiz. have severe neck pain n back pain. maybe i sprained my neck due to my heavy bag + long hrs of sitting during lecture. back pain? i have no idea where it came from. hope it will get better soon.

today........how should i describe my mood? happy? not exactly. sad? not totally sad too. haiz....siao d lo.............................

STOP!! STOP!! STOP!!

im half dead right now....
so damn tired
not bcoz of having many classes but its abt the interval between classes. siao!! nvm abt dat. we cant change it anymore. just have to accept it.

1 more things is, haha! i finally get to noe the exact answer. although it din come out right from ur mouth but i noe everything. i can see it. i just gonna stop everything right now. concentrate on studies! i noe i alwiz say dat and i never do it well. this time, i promise myself to let it go without tears. my heart feels like being stabbed right now but i noe its just for a period of time. i will get over it. i promise. all i ned is time right now.
i just dun have the mood to prepare the slides for tmr's presentation. dont feel like doing anything right now. sorry to my group members if i dun do it nicely. today is just not the right day.

haiz..im sad...depressed....tired....no motivation....lazy...........................................

tmr is the day

officially starting class tmr. haha! u ppl wil sure say me siao but im not. i just dont like to waste time at home doin nothing. i get sick easily staying at home like this. no special reason ok?

hmmm....been listening to B2ST lately. haha. im loving the unit songs they released and also donghae&ryeowook's song.

i hope i will be able to sleep tonight. it happens very often. i dont have anything to think but i just cant sleep. just me staring at the ceiling thinking of abolutely NOTHING. dont ask me why. im looking for the reason too. ya. maybe i have some penyakit gila.

wish me luck!!

counting down days to CNY......i cant wait!!

lastly, a picture of Yoseob & Junhyung from B2ST. arent they cute?

yoo yoo!!!

im here again!!

haha!! will be starting class next monday. so, im enjoying these last 3 days of my holz. its 5pm now and time passed so fast today. haiz. nvm. goin to class is better than staying at home doin nothing.

hehe!! will be starting cny break on the 31st january. means cny eve eve eve. haha!! class resume on 7th feb.

loving B2ST more n more!!! ahhhh!!!!

new year, new beginning

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011!!!!

its a new year!!! a new beginning!! we've gained another year!!! lets celebrate!!!