Friday, October 29, 2010

hopeless

haiz. here i go again. emo....

this sem is the worst sem. its only the 1st sem of yr2 but i got my spirit shot down many times d. and today....
its really annoying. i can simply say dat i didnt do so well for the test coz i wasnt able to attend class. but this is an excuse. a stupid excuse. i cant believe i am so upset over it. tears were at the edge of my eyes when i got my results but i held it in.

im feeling hopeless once again and i cant tell anyone. at times like this, i really hope i can talk to u but i noe i wont...

did i made the wrong decision??

could i just slack off and dont care? i hope i could but i kenot dissappoint my parents. all i can do is just bare wit it and go on...

to that someone was being ridiculous today for saying nonsense, if ur dat smart u didnt ned to ask for help.
that's it!!! i've had enough of it!!! im not gonna say a single word anymore. im just gonna shut up. happy??

i hope this will end soon coz i hate being this hopeless. it's killing me.

i hope this miserable sem will become history soon and never appear again....

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