hopeless

haiz. here i go again. emo....

this sem is the worst sem. its only the 1st sem of yr2 but i got my spirit shot down many times d. and today....
its really annoying. i can simply say dat i didnt do so well for the test coz i wasnt able to attend class. but this is an excuse. a stupid excuse. i cant believe i am so upset over it. tears were at the edge of my eyes when i got my results but i held it in.

im feeling hopeless once again and i cant tell anyone. at times like this, i really hope i can talk to u but i noe i wont...

did i made the wrong decision??

could i just slack off and dont care? i hope i could but i kenot dissappoint my parents. all i can do is just bare wit it and go on...

to that someone was being ridiculous today for saying nonsense, if ur dat smart u didnt ned to ask for help.
that's it!!! i've had enough of it!!! im not gonna say a single word anymore. im just gonna shut up. happy??

i hope this will end soon coz i hate being this hopeless. it's killing me.

i hope this miserable sem will become history soon and never appear again....

WOW!!!!!

so fast! 1 week holiday ended d. boring....
i dun wana go to class. coz its kinda stressful sometimes especially during lab classes..feel so hopeless. haiz...
at the same time i wana go to sch coz im scared i cant catch up. less than 1 month to final exam. kinda scared too. haiz....siao d me....

have to really find time to study for final exams coz i noe all my labs and projects are doomed. yes! DOOMED!!! great....

lets jump to a better mood. congrats to Jong Hyun and Shin Se Kyung!!!! lovely couple!! im so happy for them!!!

look at them. aren't u happy for them?? someone will sure say dat im a siao kia again. haha!!

explosion

my head is gonna explode anytime!!!!

extreme headache le....

im now having my 1 week mid sem break. fast huh? not even 1 month since i started class. but i have assignments to do le. sien....

had flu at the beginning of this break. (dijangkit oleh ibu saya...lol...) which sucks.....
cant even concentrate doin my assignment. ahhhh!!!!
and now im having this extreme headache!!!
help me!!! im gonna explode anytime!!!!

btw, pls take care frens. due to the weather, we easily get sick. drink lots n lots of water.

'Hello' MV is finally out!!

my motivation for today. i've been waiting for this music video all day. until they finally post it on yt, i was so excited but i insist to finish my report b4 watching it. haha!! great motivation huh?? i cant believe i managed to finish my report today. haha!! thx to them!!
im loving this video so much!! they look so sweet n cute!! SHINee!!! love u guys so much!!! this is gonna be a big hit once again.

well, wats up for this week? ermmm....headache!! haiz. its Monday and i noe i have to start working on my project but nothing has been done yet. so sorry to my group partner...im lousy. haiz. im so so lazy. what should i do?

grandma is not ok now. admitted again. this time is no good. haiz. just hope evrything is fine. God bless everyone!!

Hello Hello

yday was a very tiring day. spent almost 12 hrs in sch wit 9hrs of class. fuh!! it will be like dat every thurs for this whole sem. haiz...

what am i gonna do for my mini project?? its not fair!!

anyway, im loving SHINee's new song "Hello". congratulations and good luck on ur comeback. haiz. i dun get to watch live on tv coz i have class later!!

having a quiz later which dont carry any marks at all. should i study anot? haiz....so lazy. still on holiday mood.