haha! i finally believe dat i cannot simply change fate. no matter how hard i try. i still cant change it. now i admit dat i was wrong whn i tried to change it. =__="
haih. im a bit dissappointed but im ok. just a bit upset about it. this time i have to believe in fate. everything happens for a reason. everything is fated.
wake up!!! study time!! project time!!!
things change and ppl change but im still standing at the starting point. when will i wake up??
Friday, July 15, 2011
Friday, July 1, 2011
forever is impossible
things wont stay forever. indeed, nothing is forever. friendship, love, luck, and many more things in life. there is nobody to blame but this is the truth. this is how the life cycle goes on.
however, there is still a way to change it. its just a matter how humans act. for example, when u start to noe a new fren, u might think he/she is so nice. u plan to stay as good frens wit him/her forever. but as time goes by, u start to get to noe him/her better. u start to only see the bad points and forget abt how many good things he/she did to u. til then, the is the crucial part, to choose to accept or not to accept. some ppl choose to run away and find a new fren while some choose to tell u what u did wrongly and change it together.
how many true frens do u have so far?
i alwiz the one to be blame when things happen. is it bcoz the way i was born? it makes ppl wanna blame me? or i dont have the right to emo sometimes and stay quiet at a side? do u think i like to be emo? things just happen and i just cant explain to u all. sometimes i just wanna stay alone and think by myself. does dat mean im angry or something? arrgghh!!! sometimes i stay alone when im emo. and do u all noe why? coz i dun wana say things dat i wont be able to take it back. so, i choose to keep quiet. i dont wanna hurt anybody.
from the bottom of my heart, i treat everyone around me as good frens. but i dont think everyone think the same.
haih. i just wished i could turn back time. i wished i didnt have done so much. i regret doing so much. maybe i should keep quiet from now on and go back to how i used to be. talk less. laugh less. yes. i should! i dont wanna face any of this problems anymore. just let time heal everything.
however, there is still a way to change it. its just a matter how humans act. for example, when u start to noe a new fren, u might think he/she is so nice. u plan to stay as good frens wit him/her forever. but as time goes by, u start to get to noe him/her better. u start to only see the bad points and forget abt how many good things he/she did to u. til then, the is the crucial part, to choose to accept or not to accept. some ppl choose to run away and find a new fren while some choose to tell u what u did wrongly and change it together.
how many true frens do u have so far?
i alwiz the one to be blame when things happen. is it bcoz the way i was born? it makes ppl wanna blame me? or i dont have the right to emo sometimes and stay quiet at a side? do u think i like to be emo? things just happen and i just cant explain to u all. sometimes i just wanna stay alone and think by myself. does dat mean im angry or something? arrgghh!!! sometimes i stay alone when im emo. and do u all noe why? coz i dun wana say things dat i wont be able to take it back. so, i choose to keep quiet. i dont wanna hurt anybody.
from the bottom of my heart, i treat everyone around me as good frens. but i dont think everyone think the same.
haih. i just wished i could turn back time. i wished i didnt have done so much. i regret doing so much. maybe i should keep quiet from now on and go back to how i used to be. talk less. laugh less. yes. i should! i dont wanna face any of this problems anymore. just let time heal everything.
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