SHINee got first!!!!

ahhh!!! congratulations to my dearest SHINee!!! they got 1st on Music Bank today and its just the 2nd week. that just made my day. i was in a bad bad mood but after watching their performance and watching them win on MuBank, i was so damn happy. so happy for the boys. i oso hope Minho will recover ASAP so that he can perform together. SHINee fighting!!!

i was so fed up wit some ppl. how can ppl like them still exists? they only wana receive help from others but when its time to payback, they will be like "i dono...i dono..."
wake up!! its the real world!! u cannot just receive and not give. stupid ass!!!! shit them la!!!
i miss high school life. but i noe. we have to grow and face many many problems. we have to learn to overcome it to grow. ok then. i will just let it be. dont let it affect my mood.
from now onwards, i wont help anyone anymore. im just gonna take care of myself. i wana graduate in 2 yrs time.i dont wana repeat or resit anything!! gambateh!!!

1 more week to final exams but i still cant concentrate. i need to study i noe but i just cant. although i only have to take 3 papers but its quite stressful. haiz. i need to concentrate!!! fighting!!!

benci sangat la!!!!!

i just hate u guys so much!!!! feel like killing u guys!!!! shit u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

why r u ppl like that???

sometimes i really wonder is it my problem or wat???

i wana end this sem ASAP!!!!

just got my sem2 results!!

so happy to get my sem2 results today! luckily my mum reminded me to check. i totally forgot abt it. hehe...

gonna work harder to get even better results!! hehe!!! gambateh!!!!

not enuf time

ahhhh...so relieved. today's presentation was ok. haha! although i was shaking but i din show it. hehe.

2 more reports left to pass up next week. 2 more weeks to final exam. ahhh!!! no more time to study. hope to finish my report b4 deadline so dat i can have more time to study. i dun wana fail any subject!!

SHINee's comeback!! ahhhhh!!! wat a great performance today!! fighting!!

netbook arrived

my new netbook had just arrived yesterday. yes. i signed up for cool uni pack. hehe...

dun ned to bring such a big lappie to sch just to online in sch.

today i had just submitted an assignment which was assigned at the beginning of this sem. was lazy to do it. so i waited until last week. on sat, i started to work on this assigment. so lazy la....

next friday i have to do a presentation abt this assignment and i havent prepared my slides yet. help me!! luckily i dun have to do it on tues. good luck to those doin on tues.
im so nervous le. what am i goin to say for 20 mins? and can i answer all the questions asked by my lecturer?

nvm. just let it be. worry wont help much. well, gotta start work on the slides d.

im reaching almost the end of this sem. means almost the end of year 1. final exam is just around the corner. so, not much work to do now. not much report left. thank goodness!!
gotta study, study n study!!!!!

holz will start on the 16th Aug and end on the 20th Sept. yes. 1 month holz. haha!!!

and sept will be a short sem. means i will start holz again on 26th Nov n end on Jan 2011.

SHINee's 2nd full length album!!!! i just cant wait!!!!

u r full of shit!!!

omg. u r so full of shit!!! u r a B****!!!!

u better be careful or i will make ur life miserable!!!

u better shut up n mind ur own business.

dont think im nice to bully, u B****!!!!!

the talk...

i wanted to tell u this but i couldnt just now..

im glad we had a talk today and im oso glad that u made this decision. im not sad. instead, im happy. ur a great person and im proud to have u as a best fren. wish u the best of luck in evrything and thank you!!

ahhh!! im so glad. i guess my bad feeling abt it was wrong . hehe...

today i received a news that i dun ned to go for industrial training this year!! yes!!!!
im goin for industrial training next year during the short sem, which was the original plan. haha!! they changed their mind again and again. so, which means i will be starting year2 this sept. and i will have a 2 month holz again after the short sem. isnt dat great??
but the sad thing is, i wont have same holz with u guys d. as im goin to have the same plan next year. means 2 long sem n a short sem next yr. haiz. nvm. we still can meet. dont worry!!!!
anyway, hope to meet u guys during the raya holz ya??

how to describe my mood today? hehe...

how r u guys doin in uni?? i miss u guys oledi!!!!

thanks

thanks to those who was worried abt me of wat i wrote in my blog.

actually, its nothing serious. im just thinking too much. i noe i have to let go someday. so why not now? rite?

sometimes im just trapped in the box. dats all. thinking nonsense and now, i noe. i wont be so stupid anymore. many more better things waiting for me...
and i have more things to worry abt dat i dun have time to think of it anymore.

dont worry. im ok. im annoying i noe...

i dont wana noe wat u wana tell  me. i hope i wont noe forever. just keep it silent. keep it to urself ok? den nothing will happen. we will just carry on with our lives, ok?

and im really touched to have frens around me. eventhough u all dun noe exactly what happened, but the support u all gave is enough to make me smile. what else can i ask for?
sometimes a simple "are u ok?" touches my heart. thanks once again and i noe even a million thanks is still not enough. i have great frens n i should be thankful. i shouldn't be complaining anymore.

SHINee's comeback delayed again. get well soon, Minho. waiting for u guys to comeback!!

i thought i can but.....

today is a disaster. why do u have to appear out of no where??

i thought i can let go but its hard now.

give me more time. i just wished i had 72 hrs a day. i wana forget this as fast as possible!!!!

awkward...awkward....

why do i have to face this?? haiz.....tolong saya.....

finally...

2 things to be happy about today..

1st- i get to online d!!! im so so so happy!!! yeah!! waited for 1 week and i finally can go online again. it came at the right time coz it was abt time i ned to complete my assignment. hehe!!! hopefully i have enough time to complete it. i have abt 11 days left. haiz. last minute work again...gai lo...1 more month left to end this sem and yr1. im goin for industrial training very very soon....swt....

2nd - i finally can let go d. haha. darling sekalian, dun ask me wat is it ok? i dun wana talk abt it anymore. hehe. i feel so burdened thinking abt it. yes. u can roughly guess what is it d rite? good la. hehe..
i was really dreaming the whole time and i woke up from this dream d. im not sad. i just finally feel that i've grown a lot. i can handle things better than before d especially things like that. im so so happy!!!
thx sunbae.....hehe....

anyway, i've just watched Suju's No Others performance videos. they were all smiling happily. haha!! i realised dat i was smiling while watching them. way to go!!! love them so much!!!

hehe. so sad dat all my darlings will be leaving penang soon back to their uni. gonna miss u all so so so much!!! from the bottom of my heart. pls take care ok? hope to meet u guys again real soon!!!! muaxx!!!!

SHINee's comeback!!! fast fast!!! dubu....

sien lo

when is streamyx gonna install my new account for me??

so sick la. cant online at home. have to bring lappie to sch just to online. haiz. and the i cant open my hotmail here. swt la....