5 more days to D-day!!

arrgghh!! i only have 5 more days to the opening of my final exam? what?? haih! sad ar. din study much. keep on dreaming and my soul keep on flying out of my notes. lazy...and sleepy.....

sometimes do i expect too much? yea. some small things can make me happy on that day but somehow ruined. all bcoz i expect too much frm u. i just couldnt help it. its like going from heaven to hell in a split second. causes dissappointment over n over again. haih. shouldnt think too much d. just let it be.....

have to get back to studies!! haha!! gambateh!!! =)

happenings

haha. i havent been blogging since i dono when. been busy with projects and logbooks and reports. never ending. but now im free frm those but finals are near. my 1st paper will be on the 10th of sept. scary!!

ok. let me update a bit of myself. ermmm...somehow i've been thru ups and downs during this period. i've been down coz of some obstacles and conflicts in the progress of the group project. but at last, everything was successful. phew!

the up part will be a bit of changes in my life and circle of frens. which makes me happy dat i noe dat there is someone out there that cares abt me. i've also been down bcoz of the changes. emo marathon. =__=" but i still can bare with it. maybe i just wasnt ready for the changes but now im ok.

addition to the down part, someone has been making me look so ugly. i din do anything to him/ her but i keet receiving critics from him/her. some ppl can be so damn fake. he/she would be so nice to u in front u and the next minute, talking bad things abt u. i've been helping this particular person whn he/she was in need and had no frens to help out. im not saying dat i want a payback or something but i dont expect to receive critics frm dat person evrytime im not around. yes. everytime. now he/she has frens and talk bad behind me. imso  pissed! what kind of person is dat? he/she can criticise abt every part of me. even abt my fren. this is shit! i feel like shouting in front of his/ her face and tell him/her to F*** OFF!!!!

aish. there is no need to be emo abt this person. hahahah!!! exam is near. im in study mode now. no time for nonsense. hahaha!!!

i guess i will end here. will update more after final exams. oh no!! after finals will be internship!! arrgghh!!! no holidays until cny d. sad....sob sob....ok la. cabut first. haha!!

its fate and its true

haha! i finally believe dat i cannot simply change fate. no matter how hard i try. i still cant change it. now i admit dat i was wrong whn i tried to change it. =__="

haih. im a bit dissappointed but im ok. just a bit upset about it. this time i have to believe in fate. everything happens for a reason. everything is fated.

wake up!!! study time!! project time!!!

things change and ppl change but im still standing at the starting point. when will i wake up??

forever is impossible

things wont stay forever. indeed, nothing is forever. friendship, love, luck, and many more things in life. there is nobody to blame but this is the truth. this is how the life cycle goes on.

however, there is still a way to change it. its just a matter how humans act. for example, when u start to noe a new fren, u might think he/she is so nice. u plan to stay as good frens wit him/her forever. but as time goes by, u start to get to noe him/her better. u start to only see the bad points and forget abt how many good things he/she did to u. til then, the is the crucial part, to choose to accept or not to accept. some ppl choose to run away and find a new fren while some choose to tell u what u did wrongly and change it together.

how many true frens do u have so far?

i alwiz the one to be blame when things happen. is it bcoz the way i was born? it makes ppl wanna blame me? or i dont have the right to emo sometimes and stay quiet at a side? do u think i like to be emo? things just happen and i just cant explain to u all. sometimes i just wanna stay alone and think by myself. does dat mean im angry or something? arrgghh!!! sometimes i stay alone when im emo. and do u all noe why? coz i dun wana say things dat i wont be able to take it back. so, i choose to keep quiet. i dont wanna hurt anybody.

from the bottom of my heart, i treat everyone around me as good frens. but i dont think everyone think the same.

haih. i just wished i could turn back time. i wished i didnt have done so much. i regret doing so much. maybe i should keep quiet from now on and go back to how i used to be. talk less. laugh less. yes. i should! i dont wanna face any of this problems anymore. just let time heal everything.

im not ready yet.....

haha. today is the 4th day of class. im not ready to handle this sem yet. its only the 1st week but we already have a proposal and a weekly log to hand up. WHAT??!!

this sem is really goin to be crazy. luckily lab sessions are not starting anytime soon, FUH!!! haha!! im not ready to study yet!!! i still want holidays!!!!

financial management...hmmmm.....i still have no idea how am i going to handle this subject. why la?? accounting for non accounting student!! what a joke!!

today the same lecturer laughed at me name again. he told me dat my name sounded like a guy's name since last sem but i didnt noe he would announce it loudly in class today. gosh!! i tot he misunderstood bcoz of my handwriting in my logbook last sem but its not!! its about my name!!!

lecturer : lim poh chin?
me : *hands up* me!
lecturer : u ar? i tot its a guy u noe....
me : =__="

just laugh!!!! which part sound like a guy's name?? can someone tell me?? anyway, i just LOVE my name and i dont think it sounds like a guy's name. just say whatever u want la!! i dont care!!

holidays ending soon

today is wednesday already. holidays ending soon. very soon. im starting class next monday. and the crazy things is have class from 8am to 8pm on monday. this is crazy. of course there will be 2-3hrs of intervals between class. =__="

going to face another crazy sem. this holiday is way too short. i havent enjoyed enough. i only started to enjoy yesterday. haha!! been worrying abt the results. luckily i passed all the subjects. i was kinda worried dat i will fail operation management. but luckily i didnt. fuh!!
but this sem i have to handle financial management. oh!! just kill me!! arrgghh!!!

i still have no idea on the group design project. haiz....projects again. hectic + crazy sem i guess........

i dont wana end this holiday yet!!! isshh!!

holidays!!!

yay!! holidays at last!! i've been waiting since cny holz. haha!! after a few hectic weeks, i finally can sit down and relax.

its getting kinda bored at home. especially the weather. arrgghh!!! its killing me.

HEY!! its boring!!!! but i dont wana start clasa anytime soon. haha!! im crazy i noe!!! i should enjoy the boring-ness while i still can. next sem wil be even more hectic. i wil have even more pimples. haha!!!!

nothing much to update. indulging myself to some nice korean songs now.k la. enjoy ur holz my frens and good luck to those still having exams!!! fighting!!!! =D